I’m not sure yet.
Why I Started This Blog
I started this blog in hopes of getting validation for my thoughts. Even though I said I was doing it for me, I know I was affected a lot by how many likes/comments/replies I would receive – how many people would let me know that my thoughts are not only fine, but great.
That’s not where I’m at currently, but that is why I started it.
What I Hope To Gain
I hoped to gain a facade of a life that I don’t live (but perhaps wanted to live)? I think I hoped to gain envy from all the people who saw this blog and thought that I had my shit together in a simple, minimalistic, elegant, refined way through the images and layout I used on my blog (not to mention what I wrote about). But the truth is, that’s not me. I have no brand and am all over the place. I’m messy and weird and funny and I am not one of those simple blog havers. I’m no longer trying to make myself fit into that framework, and I’m (TRYING HARD TO BE) no longer afraid of who I am/might be.